I always want to be truthful on my little space on the internet here, I mean it's basically an online diary, right? Well recently I've been feeling very lost and I have no answer to it, that's the general gist of this whole post. Like I have mentioned a million of times before, I think it's important to talk about mental health and to show that even though you can look like you're having the time of your life through photos and social media real life might paint a very different picture.
I think a lot of people who know and don't know me, automatically think I've got this really cool high flying job, got a lot of clothes + makeup and a boyfriend and assume everything is dandy. But in reality I put so much pressure on myself and have really started to worry that I have nothing to show for my twenties. I have no house (and only around £1K worth of deposit to my name at the moment), a very up and down relationship and so many clothes that I have no space to put them. That last one might sound like a brag, but it really isn't! I've got about 6 black bin bags full of clothes and shoes that I'm trying to sell in order to not going into my overdraft on the reg. Obviously I could stop buying clothes, but that's a lot harder said than done when you work in the fashion industry ha!
So yes I'm just not really sure what way is up. At the moment I am really trying to focus on my blog and content because it actually brings me genuine joy. And I guess I need to focus on 2019 bringing me some sort of achievements and things I can call my own.
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